F*ck. It’s been a week since I last posted something here. Well, I have a good reason and I’m explaining that reason on my next post which will I publish sometime this week :) 

Today’s pretty rough, so is yesterday. Well, when I wrote my previous post, yesterday was really a good day, but it did turn bad just before I sleep. So here’s what happened. Me and my sister had a huge fight. Well, to make the looooong story short, it started when her daughter (my niece) kept waking up and crying at around 11pm and she’s too sleepy to get up and pick her up so my mom represented to do it, but she refuses but mom kept on insisting. I don’t really know what’s up to my sister cos she then started yelling at my mom like she’s some fucking boss. I tried to keep my temper under control but I just can’t stand hearing them fight so yeah, we then had a fight. Bla bla bla. After some curses and hurtful rants, she then bawled out my utmost secret that I’ve kept for so many years. My mom heard it. PUTANGINA. I was so furious that my body was literally shaking, my voice was breaking and I was so bursting into tears. 

I fell asleep crying around 1am. 

In the morning, August 20th, I remembered what happened that night. Sana panaginip na lang yung nangyari. Sana pwedeng ulitin yung eksena kagabi. Pero hindi na e. I then prayed. I asked God to calm my heart and clear all my negative thoughts. Still, I was in deep depression the whole morning. And since my cousin/bff was so eager to help me out, she forced me to go shopping, which really something I just can’t say no to. So yes, I withdrawn all my money from my atm and splurged them all. I bought Chippy some shampoos and a small dog bed. Then I bought myself 2 sandals, some underwears, a watch, a cookie monster shirt, pens, shorts, and some toiletries. After shopping, me and bff went to the school library to meet Che and my other groupmates to do our thesis. Bla bla bla. I had a really great time with them. 

At around 5pm, they decided to go home. But since I really don’t feel like going home, I forced them to go with me somewhere just so I can kill time. So we went back to the mall and ate some Teriyaki and something I can’t remember the name. After it, there’s this Orange Salon we visited and we had mani-pedi. Ugh, it went so painful and fugly. I’m so never going back there. Hehe. 

8pm, we went home. So here I am, on the bed, thinking about what may happen after that fucking fight because I’m so never ever going to talk to my sister. Seriously. I hate her to bits.

PS: that secret is something that could really ruin my life. Clue: not something about my V-card. LOL.

PSS: I’ve been keeping myself away from this house and from my mom just so we can’t talk about that fckn secret. I’m dead scared. 

Today: ★

Yet again, I wasn’t able to post something here yesterday :| I have a valid excuse, though :D Anyway, here’s what happened last August 18th:

Spent half of the day reviewing my notes on my Logic subj, which was really such a headache :| At 2pm, I left home and ran late for school, then took a midterm exam on that subject. Eventually, the exam went pretty okay though it really was so confusing and mindblowing. Good thing is that we had an early dismissal so we left school at 4pm-ish. Me and bffs then had some good time wandering here and there. We even visited my grandfather’s tomb, then we headed church, then bought some random streetfood to eat: Ice scramble, chicken nuggets, fish ball, isaw-isaw, BBQ, mangoes and etc :p After all it, when we’re about to go home, somebody suggested a sleepover :) which is me. Hehe. And because they couldn’t say no to my pity/sad/aweful pleading face, we pursued the unplanned plan XD But before doing so, I had to go home and pick up my puppy and get some clothes. And so we headed to Teressa’s pad (Teressa is one of my friends and she’s the greatest cousin I ever had). Tell you what, I had so much trouble holding Chippy while on our way to T’s place. He’s so scared since he’s not really used to travelling :| Anyhoooo, we went home safely and had a super great time chatting, watching movies, eating, and whatnot :) 

Yesterday: ★★★★★

Today:

I super loved the weather: sunny but a little breezy. Me and Chippy took a walk while bffs played basketball :p It’s just so bad that Anabel had to go home early :| Anyway, the day still went great. After she left, me, Teressa and Lianne went strolling using my brother’s motorcycle. It’s epic, so much laughtrip. After some time, we stopped by on a small store and bought some goodies to eat. Ah, that place was surreal, it’s nearby a pond and a farm + cold breezy and fresh air… mannnn! imagine that? So county!! Hehe. 

Sometimes, it’s just so nice to stop by at that kind of place thinking of no plans about doing something at all. Hmmm :)

But of course, we have to go home for lunch. 

In the afternoon, my Aunt Melly gave us these fresh sugarcanes!! OMG, it’s been 10 years or so since I last ate sugarcanes! Geez, they’re super sweet and yummeeeyy :) And then, aunt gave us these home-made bukayo, ahhh I super loved it XD After eating those sugarcanes and bukayos, she then handed us some Sotanghon soup!! Wow, we seriously pigged out XD So yeah, we actually spent the whole afternoon eating :p

5pm, we went home :) 

Today: ★★★★★

Hello! :) Today’s pretty awesome. Started my day at 5am-ish, had a good good breakfast then prepared for school. At exactly 7am, I left home. Good thing my Wednesday professor is always late so I had an hour to review my notes for our midterm exam. Well, thank God the exam went very well, I answered them all correctly except for the last question which was: What’s the subject code for Business Policy and Strategy? (which is our subject). LOL so I wasn’t able to have a perfect score, but that’s okay :P 

After school, me and my 3 bffs went home. I showed them my puppy which I named Chippy :) I actually like the name Gucci but my brother doesn’t like it so I just named him Chippy :P Annnnnnd here’s his picture which I took just now :)

He’s very shy, I tell you. I usually find him either under the sofa or under the table. Also, he’s always asleep and he eats and poops a lot -_-“ 

Anyway, me and bffs played with him outside the house along with my little neighbor Loisa and a boy I forgot the name. :p

After it, we went back home and watched 2 suspense movies: “The Skeleton Key” and “The Mist”. I super loved both movies but the endings are just so depressing :| :| Haha! 

So there, my bffs actually just left, and here I am, typing this while waiting for dinner :p 

Today: ★★★★

Hello! I just got home from my cousin T’s crib. Well, this should have been my 3rd post now since it’s the 3rd day of this blog but as what I’ve said, I was at my cousin’s place so I wasn’t able to access the Internet yesterday. Worst thing is, I forgot my cellphone’s charger so I was really cut off from the Internet the whole Monday. 

ANYWAAAAY, I have some good news. I finally got a PUPPY!! Hihi. He’s a 2month-old Shih Tzu! Well, I haven’t named him yet but I have these names in mind: Chippy, Chewy, Bruno, Chuck, Kimi, Gabby, Lion, Marquee, Iggy, Chicco, and Fixi! So, what do you think is the cutest? XD Tomorrow I’ll shop some goodies for him - dog food, brush, chain/collar, vitamins and maybe some accessories. Hihi XD 

Imma post pictures tomorrow!! 

Moving on, yesterday was the awesome-est! Me and cousin T went shopping again. I bought cute 6 new pens for my collection! Yes! I’m collecting pens <3 I swear I’m going to post lotsa pictures tomorrow. I’m really too lazy to get up now and take pictures -_- I also bought a cute black blouse, 2 nightdresses, underwears :p, cute stuff, some cosmetics and some I can’t remember :p Bottom line is, I’m back to being broke:| :| I’m so happy, though! :)

Today: ★★★★★

First post! Today is Sunday, August 14, 11AM. Well, today’s a little bit rough. I was supposed to go to the church today but my Mom didn’t wake me up early so I just did my laundry and tidied up the whole house. After doing so, the rain poured hard, so I had a little rough time getting my clothes back inside. And then PMS arrived. Maaaan, why is it do I have to suffer from womanhood! Why now when I have plans going out :(

Anyways, I’m here on my bed, waiting for the rain to stop, then moving my ass off to Malolos, Bulacan to accompany my cousin fix her scholarship. And then we’ll go shopping! It’s just so bad that the dollar to peso exchange rate has gone very low - 1 U.S. Dollar = 41.3857 Philippine Pesos, thus I can’t withdraw now my online earnings! Also, I went shopping yesterday so I’m left with just a few bucks :| 

Okaaaaay, the rain has stopped already!! Byeee :)